It’s not all set up pretty and ready like it was last year. I wasn’t up early with things laid out. We’re starting anyways. Last year I was physically ready, but emotionally scared. This year I’m emotionally ready, but physically a mess!
I’ve got a calendar schedule and all the materials. He’s got a desk and DVD setup ready.
Still I feel out of control and way behind. He feels eager excitement and anticipation.
[deep breath] I choose to believe that it will be okay.